Dad's Surgery Day...

So dad had his surgery yesterday and shoulda known it was gonna be a bad day when I woke up to snow falling..but the good 'bout that is it wasn't in Salem.So neway I take dad to the hospital.We have to be there at 5:30 am...y? u ask...me too...I asked y? as well..we sat and waited 55 min. just to get register.It took so long the nurses doing dad's surgery came out into the waiting room to see if we had made it yet.So they do what they do and I finally get to see him and spend a few min. with him and they take him away..all I could say was i love u a thousand times.So the nurse comes out and tells us that dad's blood pressure went way up before they even started on him.Scared..yep that's me..but he was stable now and everything was going very good.So next time she came in to check in with us was at 10 and she said surgery was over and dad was great.YEEHAW!! So he gets in his room and sleeps so I ran to mom's {5 min from hospital} and took a nap.So the kids and go to the hospital and dad's door was shut.Okay someone is with him.Well I find out my dad decided to get out of his bed on his own and did a belly flop.So he had to get a ct scan and x-ray of his knee.Everything was okay but he's still not doing well at all.He's confused he doesn't know much of nothing.I'm going back up after work tomorrow.I hate this sooo much...

OMG!!!

Omg!!! A miracle has happened in Salem,MO!!! It snowed in Salem..no that's not the miracle..the miracle is the kids had school!!! YEEHAW!!! Omg I am soooooo glad..then get this Marky says to me..I'm not going to school...I'm tired...HELLO!!??? U haven't gone to school but one day in 2 weeks..get up..we fought..he cussed me..but I prevailed! I won this one and his lil peed off hiney is sittin at school.He gets to miss tomorrow so not real sure why he was throwing a fit..my dad's surgery has been changed till tomorrow.I'm scared to death..I'm nervous I just want everything to be okay..I put it in God's hands so I know he will be fine..

So today is a co-workers bday and he is a very sweet older man...{he reminds me of my dad}.
So another co-worker and I are gonna send him flowers and get him a cake.Today is also my nephew's bday as well..also today 6 yrs ago I got off some very evil stuff..{meth}..being clean longer than I was dirty is kinda weird but I like it!

Insert Crying!!!

Insert pouting...screaming...crying noises...there isn't any school again today...I give up..seriously this is freaking horrible.I've decided that Winter will never ever go away.It is here to stay forever..my kids will never have school again.Insert crying..screaming noises...

Well my dad has his surgery on Thursday..please pray for us...

My bestest friend had a light stroke over the weekend..she's 31 yrs old...HELLO!!???
Hmmm what's wrong with that?She's 31...has 4 young kids...

Will post more later...

GRRRRRR!!!!!

Grrr...that's all I can really say bout today...and yesterday....No school again today...oh joy!
Well I closed up my office early yesterday I have a massive headache that nothing is helping and we were slow so y not forward the phone to my cell and go home.Yea that lasted a whole 15 min. I get a call from my boss that I have to meet him and take someone home...joy...the lady was a peach...a rotten one...wish I could go into it but can't...let me just put it this way she had more issues than People magazine.

So I get back home and u know the kids need to go here & there & everywhere...I asked them if they even had looked outside...there was tons of ice outside...I just wanna go home and relax...{insert crying noises}..so I get home and I tell my precious Kali that I want to sleep for a hour...she lets me sleep 2 and makes sure Shayne left me alone...lov u sis...my head still hurts but Survivor and Celeb. Appertince is on..lov u Trace{like he reads my blog} so I lay in bed all nite and K told Shayne dinner was fend for yourself...{there was plenty to eat}...i know insert bad mommy right here...

The doctor called and Kali has to go to a Urologist about her kidney's and bladder...I'm really freaking out...Wish us luck

Ice Ice Go Away..Don't Come Back Another Day!!

Okay so it hit us again this morning...so u guessed it we have no school..damn it!...



So I'm laying on my couch being the lazy person that I am and my neice calls and tells me that my babies wanna see me...I don't get to see them as much as I use to..we were neighbors but not nemore...well Toni has 4 beautiful kids..3 girls and one boy...Desirae is 5..Brooke is 4..Cassie is 1 and Mathew is 7 months...and let me tell u these kids carry my heart in the palm of their hands..for as small as they are my big butt is wrapped around their lil finger...and they know it...



So I went out to see them and the Lunar Eclispe thingy happened and I got to share it with them..not sure if they know what they were really looking at but the knew the moon was being covered up...It was neat...Was really glad to have enjoyed it with Tones and the kids and mine as well. Marky kept watching the time and couldn't wait till it was time...I'm glad he enjoyed it..

THE KIDS HAD SCHOOL!!!!

The kids had school...the kids had school...the kids had school...the kids had school...

Not much more to say the kids are in school!! All is well in the world today...now tomorrow is a different story we are suppose to get ice and snow tonite...so prob no school 2morrow...dang it!!

Say a prayer for my baby girl...K is having trouble with her bladder again...we go to the doctor on Friday....my poor baby!

I'll Pretend To Be Surprized...

Well where do I start? I went to see my parents over the weekend..which should be fun but there is always drama up there cause my sister lives with my mom with her 3 kids and boyfriend.Now I'm no rich person and my sister and her boyfriend work they pay my mom nothing...my parents are on social security and dad's lil' pension fund...well they owe me $25.00 from like a month ago and I was like I'd like to get it when I come up...I told them on Tuesday...well they didn't have it.No surprize..but then I had to buy breakfast,lunch,& dinner ALL weekend...I left after breakfast on Sunday.She was suppose to give me some $$ before I left and she stayed downstairs till I left.I have to go back up there when my dad has his surgery and I am only feeding my parents and my kids she is on her own.

My heart got broke again last nite..I let a certain man hurt me over & over again...not nemore I'm done last nite was it!

Do Mommy's Lick Their Babies Clean?

Okay so it's been a rough week we got an ice storm on Monday and the kids were home..then Tuesday came around..no school..Wed. no school..Thurs. no school...Fri. no school...and of course it's a holiday so no school on Mon...then on Tues. they are having something going on so yep u guessed it no school! The kids will have been out 7 days when they finally get to go back to school.But all is well cause Shayne is VERY sick so he would of missed out on his field trip that I worked so hard to get him into.

While my poor lil' man was laying on my bed coughing his head off he ask me...mom when mom's have babies do they lick their babies clean like puppies do?...hmmm...ok ur laying off the animal planet for awhile...

I Hate Winter...

So good news Kali has a bladder infection..I know thats not great news but after what this redneck hospital was telling me trust me it's good news...

There is nothing but snow & ice happening today..joy..they didn't close schools till like 7:27 am..most kids were already on the bus..welcome to hickerbillyville...so we have lots of crap on the roads so looks like no school tomorrow either...hmmm..oh well what do u do?

Be Safe!

Just A Day!

Not too much too say today..kali is still very sick we go back to the doctor tomorrow..Shayne was at school on time...Marky and I had a huge fight last nite & I had to call the cops but then felt bad so I cancelled them..a dear friend took him for the nite..some say I shouldn't of let him go but it is honestly best if he went else where..he was hitting his brother & sister & calling me names u wouldn't believe if I told u...so I'm calling doctor now...

Tam,hope u guys feel better soon...big hugs...

I Love It When The Others See It My Way...

So I went to Shayne's school yesterday & had a chat...so I get home from work & Shayne was at church so no clue if anything was said..so I waited..well he gets home and is busting at the seams to tell me that he gets to go on the feild trip..as long as he doesn't miss ANY school..any school mom..that means not even one min. I can't be late..EVER!!!...Okay son I got it...so Kali wakes me up bout 11 pm & tells me that the washer didn't spin out..WHAT!?! Are you sure??? So I crawl out of my nice warm bed & low & behold she's right...so we start ringing stuff out..not fun..and we put them in dryer..well the clothes are still pretty wet and it kicks the door open..well we went to bed who would of thought of that happening at 11 pm half asleep..not me...so I get up this morning thinking I'll get Shayne & I's clothes & we will go to our assigned places for the day...nope thats not happening...so we rush to wal-mart & hit the clarence rack & get Shayne an outfit {kali still sick..marky at friends} not bad spent $7.00 for outfit & socks...yea for me...so then my wonderful son decideds that he MUST take his lunch..we are now at wal-mart still and school starts at 8:00 sharp and it's now 7:47 ...good thing we live in a small town..well we get out of the devils store & get him to school with one min. to spare...dang I am good...well maybe not all that but atleast I was lucky this morning...

Well I am feeling much better that god for my wonderful doctor...so no hospital for me!!

O.k. So It's Not The Flu...

Okay so I don't have the flu I have friggen pnueimonia..again..for someone who doesn't smoke i get this crap alot...If I'm not better by Friday I will spend the nite in the hospital with no insurance fun..joy...

Well Shayne's princable was quite understand this morning...his teacher came into the office twice & smiled & said hi..i ignored her...i can't stand her...she makes my skin crawl...so neway they are going talk bout letting him go...so we will see...hopefully i won't have to hurt neone...

Well I'm not feeling very well right now..this med makes me feel weird..

Sorry bout the spelling my spell check isn't working

Flu Anyone?

Uhhh...I am so sick of being sick..I'm sick of the fact I can't get my kids to share certian things..toys..ps2 games..clothes but they don't mind shareing germs..wat the heck is up with that?So neway my kids were sick last week & of course I got it...and I have no insurance so I suffer...Do I sound bitter? I'm not really bitter just crabby...My oldest son as much as I make fun of him for making such life changing decisions at such a young age is pretty smart..I asked him when he was coming home & he said when ya'all get well...hmmm smart kid...only on this one bubby...can i go somewhere?...Nah didn't think so...



Well I may be in jail tomorrow..they have informed me that my youngest son can't go on a field trip cause he missed to much school..hmm he was out cause of staph they was in YOUR school cause ya'all didn't catch the kid that brought it in...so I feel it is totally unfair this is a kid that loves school..who had a broken foot last year & still went to school the day he got his cast..it's not like this is just a "fun" feild trip this is where they r going to the state capitol & getting to meet the govener..grrrr I am mad...i could see if he got into trouble but he didn't..I could see it if he just didn't want to go to school but he didn't he cried everyday he had to miss...so wish me luck..